~Ugly Faced Little Girl~

 

    So insecure, so lost, so alone. Dreaming of a world that doesn't exist. Outcast, ignored, and hated by all. Different, yet the same and still everyone hates her for who she is. A child lost in her own thoughts, dreaming dreams of the past, lost in her own delusions. Everyone trying so desperately to keep her out of their lives. Crying alone and hurting so bad. Trying to let the world pass her by. Trying to look through the broken windows of her shattered life. Living out the past and searching for the future. The world locks the door on this ugly faced little girl and she forces herself to live.

    Ugly faced little girl, poor ugly faced little girl. Drowning in your sorrow and dwelling in your pain. Feeling sorry for yourself. Wishing you were the other girl. So pretty and sweet with all eyes on her. Always being forgotten, always being left out. Let yourself cry, don't hold yourself in. Why can't you be you? Why do yo want to be someone your not? Always trying to live somone else's dream, trying to make it your own. Trying hard to hide your ugly little face from the beautiful world around you. Don't you wish you could just crawl up and die, somewhere dark and far away. Nobody knows you exist anyway. So why don't you just end your suffering and let this beautiful world be happy again, just like it was before you were born. Ugly faced little girl.