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This is the 411 on me!

I'm bipolar (a.k.a Manic Depressive). I don't have many friends. I don't go out. I have low self esteem. I am very reserved and don't like people to look at me. ( I wouldn't want to scare anyone). I am also very insecure. I can be really selfish too. I've been told I have a nice smile, but there are many tears behind the smile. Also, much pain. I am only me. So, don't try and change that. I hate who I am but am trying to change myself to become a better person. (Keyword there is "trying").

There is more to me than just depression though. I am also a very sweet and understanding individual. I care about others and believe it or not, I can be unselfish at times.

Favorites

Here's a list of some of my favorite movies:

American History X & Primal Fear (Edward Norton rocks!) And all the Crow series. Even though Brandon Lee didn't star in the rest of them, they're still pretty good. And all the Texas Chain Saw Massacare Movies.

Here's a list of some of my favorite bands:

Korn, COF, Type-O, Rob Zombie, Tool, Perfect Circle, Slipknot, System of a Down, NIN, Nirvana, Staind, Incubus, Creed, Soul Fly, Shattered Soul, Disturbed, Drowning Pool, Linkin Park....and many more.

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